Deep Rooted Love?

They say love is suppose to be compromising. So if loving suppose to be compromise why does it not feel right. For the sake of the relationship I compromise the idea of ultimate intimacy. Intamacy is something great, which i will never be able to express with the one I love. So is Intamacy wrong? For us it is, and to believe that one day ultimate intamacy will one day be achieved is nothing but an innuendo. So is intimacy the heart of all relationship. My belief was always yes. It is what binds every belief, and every thought, and every feeling into one moment. It is that passion that keeps the love strong, secure, and everlasting. Every couple dreams of it, and others cherish that oppertunity. It is the pivot part of every relationship. The first time two people experience the ultimate intimacy, is even compared to heaven right here on earth. I once dreamed of that kind of place. Heaven here on earth. Everyone claims its obtainable. Well its not. Just one sentence closed that door to heaven. As much as i try to hide, or fight this sadness i cant. My smile is fading quicker than usual. My once young and optimistic eyes have now turned elderly and blind. My youth and dreams have dwindled to adulthood and reality. So can love exist without intimacy? I dont know yet, but i just know she is starting to lose me. And if a idea is worth losing the "man you love" than its worth it. Sometimes you have to lose things to gain an idea of what love is.