Due to popular demand j/k. But the end of year is coming and I am not where I want to be yet. Im working on it. My thoughts that I had January 1st have disappeared by Thanksgiving. To be honest, I was hoping i was married by now and surprise my parents. The plan was set in June. I guess it was not meant to be married yet. The LSAT turned out to be harder than I thought, so whenever I have time, I am going to lock myself in the room for a couple of months. I heard that what it takes to be successful on the LSAT. I have seen two GF dissappear this year.Which really I wasnt expecting one to dissappear. I have heard things at the end of the year where people were suprised to hear or see. My trust has disappeared, and become harder to obtain. Also find myself wanting to go to the gun range, going to hookah bar and taking chances. More so I am living a more adventurous life. I know how it feels to be treated like crap in a true relationship. In a way that relationship taughted me to forgive because anger can always get you in trouble. I seem to be causing a lot of problems as of late. My ex believes that I am trying to hook up with her sister. As much as I tell her thats not the truth..... she refused to believe me or her sister. I would like to be friends with her, but it doesnt look as if that going to happen. I find forgiveness alot easier these days ( thanks to Arteria) . It what I use to do my freshman year. I need to get back into that thought. I have seen a couple of friends come out and told me they liked me. One was more wierd than the other but at the end I had to let that go. As of late I had to put my emotions on the backburner and start using my brain more often. I understand why Danni wants to wait for her next bf. I understand her thoughts. Thinking of all the mistakes I made with both Bri and Arteria. Lol my mom was right. I got to start listening to her.
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