Part 2

Now I am looking towards the future. Realize I cant look towards the past for my future. So I guess I have no choice but to start from a clean slate. I havent been single like this since 2006, and it is an unusual thing. My parents told me not to rush. ( I am going to heed them). More free than ever. ( Even though I would like one) People move to fast. It could lead to mistakes, heartbreak. Its ironic. When I am in one, everyone is single, but when I am out of one everyone is taken or involved. Now I guess its time to get to work, and get out of this state. I see that Florida is not the place for me. I need to get to Texas... or where ever GOD might take me. I see many of my friends getting married. We all got into a relationship at the same time, yet I am the only one who couldnt make it last more than two months. I am developing a family in Florida though. Its lovely and they are the only ones who happen to cheer me up. The time is now.... need to do what I need to do to leave this place and disappear!