Can I be Superman?

Over the last couple days, I have been in some serious thought. I want it to work past no ends but there are a few road blocks that i must get around before I achieve this. Its nothing new to me, I have done it before. My last relationship it took a good six months for her to really trust me. So I do understand the trust issue. Sometimes i wish I would have been there in the beginning. The reason why I say this is because people mold the way you think, and sometimes the way you feel. My last relationship, I hope i mold her for the better, so the obstacles I had to face, the next boyfriend will not have to face. Yet I am in this dilemma with this gurl..... who have always been molded negatively by past relationships. I know she has a kind heart, I see it, I feel it, I can look in her eyes and just tell. I can also tell she has a lot pain in her heart, i can see that at night. Sometimes i watch her, and thoughts in her mind are not a peace. One day she told me that made me think hard, and long. It concerns her that i am thinking like that. Yeah, I cant lie, it hurts my heart, but I am not the person to give up that easy. That night I was thinking of a way to open her heart once again if its possible. How did I do it last time? or was it a miracle? In either case, I need to think of something without hurting her. Once again I failed love, I failed in my last relationship. I tried to be superman ...... when i just realized I only can be Kerry Alfred Moore II. I see myself trying to being superman once again. I guess i really feel passionate about my relationships. I learned that michelle adams didnt fail me, i more than likely failed . My best was not enough, so next time i have to push myself beyond what i think im capable of. You never realize things until time has pass. I guess thats God's way of teaching us life lessons.
I see that everyone is a passionate mood, but behind the scenes people are struggling to keep there relationship going. So secretive.......... i figure if there making it, then i can. Its about time for me to grow some. I guess i need to go to one of my favorite spots and just think. I worry about others so much, i forget to let others worry about me. Social life is so damn difficult..... so can Kerry Alfred Moore II be superman? Should I be superman...... i guess now is the time to test that out.



In the minds and thought of KAM II