These days I don't know who to trust. Well lets be honest...... there are a few people I can trust, but when love and lust is involved its a dangerous situation. I might have lost two friends to that idea. I want to save them from what is going to happen, but sometimes people do not want to be saved. I been under a lot of criticism. Its like people view me as a lier. WTF???? I tried to help you, and you go do that. I am under a lot of scrutany. I should have listen to my parents and stayed out of it. Did I listen...... NO. Because maybe my friends would do that to me, but I understand what I must do. Drop it, and dont give no information or opinion. Lesson learned.
Im lost with Bri right now. Maybe I thought I knew her, but it seems like the more i talk to her, the more she is like a total stranger to me. Might as well say " Hi my name is Kerry, what yours bonita?" She says things to make me jealous. AND I HATE IT! But again if we not together then its no use of getting mad about it. Lol i try to explain what I want...... but im starting to realize its not what she wants. Im dunce sometimes. On top of that i feel that i become an annoyance to her, even though she says that I not. I think I am annoying a lot people these days. Feel like i am annoying Michelle and Brianna. So I am going to stop texting or calling. Bryan annoyed with me, how interesting. Doyin is annoying me, so i will not be calling or text her. All this tension building. Wow! Let me get out of here.
One of my homeboys is experiencing love. He feels that he is not ready for love, but love is ready for him. In the car he told me how it began. She had her friends keep him occupied while she prepared for his surprised. When the time was right, she called him and let him know she had a surprised for him. When he came to the house, he smelled the dinner, and she was dressed down. I smiled because i could imagine the look on his face. She fixed his plate, poured some wine and ate a beautiful dinner. He was wowed by what she done, but she was not done. After dinner she oiled him down and gave him a massage. At that moment, he knew that she was a keeper. Its amazing how lucky some people are. Maybe one day I would get that kind of treatment, or maybe i might treat them like that. Its surprises like that which win a man's heart. Man....................... thats the kinda thing i want to give to my girlfriend/wife. Its just sad I cannot do that right now, or experience that type of treatment. PATIENT MR. MOORE YOUR TIME WILL COME! ................... I will wait for time, but the question is will time wait for me?
In the words and action of Kerry Alfred Moore JR
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