It must be one of these nights i decided to look at her profile. I was thinking of the good times and the bad times. I been thinking of the positive, and been thinking of the negative. I think of my life with her and i think of my life without her. Its crazy because my mind is in this delimma. What should I do? Should I wait and hope, or should i move on? Both are taking a toll on my happiness. I find myself teder todering through possibilities. I look on her profile and slowly notice that I am disappearing out of her life. Were our memories shallow? Were they real? Maybe they died when i said " I think we should be friends." I cant tell if your happier with me or without me. Sometimes i wonder did I make the right decision. I find myself in a constant quagmire with myself. One wants to be with her, the other wants to give her the space she needs. The only thing they agree on is that they want to achieve that happiness that she deserve. As time pass, it seems that her happiness does not include Kerry Alfred Moore II. Not in her favorites, not in her mind. So we enter the eleventh hour with no hope in site. Dreams dashed, no longer deferred but deterred. Just leaving me lonely, lost only in a though, and fading reality. No longer your love, but just another friend that you have and will probably lose contact and interest in. A deterred dream huh! She only hears the bad side. The negative side. the side of Kerry Alfred Moore II. If only i could remind her about the past. But i cant because i can't remember myself. She has lost that flame for me, and now it cant be replaced. I wish her happiness for the future. Lost in the mind, thoughts, and ideas of Kerry Alfred Moore II.
Thoughts in the mind of Kerry Alfred Moore Jr
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